Ugh... I'm so tired of life. This is the first drawing I've done in 3 weeks, it sucks but I'm attached to it so blah. I quit my job at Safeway and am now waiting for numerous calls from numerous places of business. I have no idea what I'm going to do with my life. I'm so confused, are you supposed to be this confused? I miss High school, real life sucks. I'm not relying on my art skills to get through life anymore. ;'(   I'm scared this may be it for me, I'm scared I may never become anything more. I'm just plain scared, and the cost of living on your own nowadays is staggering, I fucking hate Safeway I swear to god something nasty should happen to every Safeway in the world, they are one of the most evil corporations in the world. FACT! I need to save up and go on a train ride somewhere. I still want to visit England and Scotland. Oh how I yearn to be free. Maybe I shyould just finish the book I started to write awhile back and maybe it will sell millions. XD Wouldn't that be great for me? Yes it would!

Sonya Kitchell - Train
I've just taken a seat on the train
I walked through busy streets down a shadowy lane
I just bought my ticket for the ride
there's no turning back now
no matter what I decide
steel body moves fast, hinges pounding against the ground
I sink into my seat
I pray for it to speed up, but I wish it would slow down
my body quivers with anticipation for what lies ahead
wood is thrown onto the fire that cries out to be fed
mist shrouds the dawn, so ahead I cannot see
the train it moves ever forward into the misty sea

there's so many faces
most of the time I feel so alone
there's so many places
will I ever stop and know my own home?

I know I'm gonna get there, but I'm not sure when
nor do I know where I'm going, so I won't pretend
I cannot see beyond the horizon nor around the bend
the train it moves ever forward without a seeming end...
out of one window, I saw rain
I looked through the other, and I felt the warm sun's rays
the wind, it gently blew across my weary shoulder
and time whispered in my ear, Child, you're just gonna keep getting older
but I've done nothing more than take a seat on this here train
yet my life turned upside down and only
only the little things are right